on the arthritic front

Exhausted and achey, but not more than I can cope with I think. As long as Maja lets me rest some.

Not the best day

Of course I got much worse and it took lots of will power just to survive until Rickard came home from work. Then I took a tramadol pill and placed myself on my russian spike mat and now, a few hours later I feel better. I'm still beyond exhausted, but it doesn't hurt that much any more and since I don't have to do anything I can live with the exhaustion. I don't feel that strong urge to cry anymore either, though I can't say that I'm happy, more emotional, meaning that I can be both very sad and vulnerable and at the same time filled with love for all and everyone.

Merry christmas indeed

Right after dinner Maja got sick. Nothing like stomach flu to give you that christmas spirit!