Worries about Stockholm

The Pasold conference is getting closer and closer, but I think that I will ahve a finished mansucript for my talk on Wednesday. Then I can start revising teh article that is due on Monday; most this will probably have to be done on the train to and from Stockholm. I am worried about my sleeping arrangements in Stockholm, since the SCA friend I was going to stay with isn't going to be home. I can borrow his flat anyway, but that means that I will ahve to meet up with his girlfriend (who I know) some day here in Gothenbrug before I leave and also get a very good description where the flat actually is. I will come up really late on Thursday, so I am contemplating takign a taxi there even if I really can't afford it no that I'm on partial sick leave.
It would have been so much easier if he had been at home.

This probably one reason behind why I slept badly this night (the others being effects of tramadol and pain) and definitely why I had nightmares about Stockholm.

And then I also miss Annaa. The last five years I have always stayed with her when I went to Stockholm and apart from her funeral, when I didn't stay the night, I haven't been to Stockholm since she died in January.