Feeling a bit down
Oct. 8th, 2003 01:49 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
frualeydisI don't know what it is, I just feel like curling up in a ball and forget about the world outside.
The main reason is that I can't focus on my job. There's so many things I have to write and I have an idea about the general layout of this chapter, but I have zero inspiration.
First I though it was due to pregnancy, but I think I'm actually getting into a mild depression and I don't like it at all.
I got an email from a woman at the other unversity where I teach telling me that if I expected hotel rooms to be booked i really had to give them a list of which lecturers where going to need them. Well I did! A month ago! And now I feel unfairly treated and worried about the hotel room for next week's guest lecturer.
She also told med that they generally didn't do that kind of things, but the individual teacher did that. How could I know if nobody told me? I don't work there regularly.
It's the way it was written, assuming that I should know everything about how they work at that university, where they apparently have very different routines from "my" department at Gothenburg University.
And it's just grey outside and I just want to be at home.
Eva
The main reason is that I can't focus on my job. There's so many things I have to write and I have an idea about the general layout of this chapter, but I have zero inspiration.
First I though it was due to pregnancy, but I think I'm actually getting into a mild depression and I don't like it at all.
I got an email from a woman at the other unversity where I teach telling me that if I expected hotel rooms to be booked i really had to give them a list of which lecturers where going to need them. Well I did! A month ago! And now I feel unfairly treated and worried about the hotel room for next week's guest lecturer.
She also told med that they generally didn't do that kind of things, but the individual teacher did that. How could I know if nobody told me? I don't work there regularly.
It's the way it was written, assuming that I should know everything about how they work at that university, where they apparently have very different routines from "my" department at Gothenburg University.
And it's just grey outside and I just want to be at home.
Eva
