I think you misunderstood me partly; it's not that it doesn't hurt - it's that I refuse to change: that I refuse to become suspiscious, mean or scheming, not because that would mean that "they", whoever "they" may be, would have won, but because I like it better that way and because I care about my soul.
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Date: 2009-04-07 12:13 pm (UTC)/Eva