Pain

[frualeydis]

Woke up at 3.15 this night with toothache. I've had toothache for the past month and a half and it probably isn't a hole, but a combination of my sinuses being infected nd totally blocked, and that I have sensitive teeth. But it still hurt like hell and I had to get up and get some paracetamol. I also felt like I had a temperature and hoped that the pills would help with that too.
Well, on the good side my toothache almost disappeared, on the bad side I woke up enough to feel how much my back and ribcage hurt and now I can't sleep because of that. I feel really, really sleepy, but since I can't draw any deep breaths I can't relax enough to sleep.
I hate my ribcage sometimes!! I hate being ill.
I really need to be able to go to work today. I didn't go yesterday because I felt really crappy, I even canceled going to a lecture on 18th century clothing by a fabulous hand weaver and tailor who makes his own costumes, because I felt ill.
Ad now I probably won't be able to work this day either.
Shit!

Eva

Comments

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[guyelfkin.livejournal.com]

Poor Eva,

Hope you feel well enough to catch up on your sleep soon!

Teddy

[frualeydis.livejournal.com]

I've slept another three hours now. My head feels like it's made of rubber and I had the strangest dreams, but it's much better. I just hate wasting a day like this. I also hate the fact that even if I'm trying to be quiet when I can't sleep at night I disturb my husband's sleep. And since heas to work and then take care of the most at home when I'm like this i really feel guitly. Of course he tells me not to be stupid since I can't help that I can't sleep, but feelings of guilt doesn't have to be rational.

Thanks for your care

Eva

[guyelfkin.livejournal.com]

He's right you shouldn't, but you're right too - guilt feelings often aren't rational. Not a very easy to win situation.

Hope it improves

Teddy

aww. im sorry

[dragonfire87.livejournal.com]

im sorry you dont feel well. i do hope it improves, (please forgive me i hit random and your journal came up.) and no youre right guilt isnt rational. good luck.

[frualeydis.livejournal.com]

Don't apologize for saying nice things :)

Eva