Definitely happier

The blue kirtle turned out wonderful! It has a lower class/early 16th century curvy shape and it makes me look so good. It helps that the blue colour is one that suits me best. I'd really like to wear it all day, the feeling of wearing only hand sewn, good quality clothing is so good. But today we first have the introduction for the new students and I think I should look reasonably normal then and tonight I'm giving a lecture in my old home town. And that means the professional look. But just having it makes me full much better
I also finished seeing Tipping the velvet and that made me feel good too. I must admit that I cried near the end, and then I got nervous, and then I cried again.
I feel better today, though still not well.