Unchargeable

 Sometimes, as someone with a chronic disease you just do stupid things, such as answering "Fine", when someone asks how you are. What you really should say instead is: "Normal for me", because that's what you really mean. Because "fine" you probably haven't experienced in decades, and have no idea how that actually would feel.

I am not back to normal for me, but I have some hope that it will happen eventually.