Not social at all

[frualeydis]

"Thanks" to my intense work load and my sucky body I am rapidly reaching a stage that think of as the last step before exhaustion depression (I have no idea if it's called that in english, but that's what it's called in swedish). Anyway: I am exhausted and somewhat depressed. I have ways of coping with this but they include cutting off all demands that aren't strictly necessary (work, family - and thanks to Rickard I can cut off some of those demands too); and yes, social contacts counts as demands too. This means that I do not have the energy to socialize with people. The exception is, sometimes, herzeloyde since we don't really do things together; we just sit and drink tea and watch the same film/look in the same magazines etc. But when it gets this bad I don't have much time for that either, because I work late in the evenings too.

I will resurface in the middle of February hopefully. And then in the middle of March I will dive into another of these crazy periods.

Comments

[armillary.livejournal.com]

Take care, sweetness. I know all too well what it's like to be low on energy.

[green-martha.livejournal.com]

*sending good vibes your way*

[therru.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

Make sure you get as much rest as you can!

[liadethornegge.livejournal.com]

*hugs* to you. Take good care of yourself, as much as you can.

[myralea.livejournal.com]

ta hand om dig vännen, kram! /m

[gailsedotes.livejournal.com]

join a gym/spa? someplace you can go for a couple of hours and sit in a suana and just destress?

[frualeydis.livejournal.com]

Unfortunately those hours do not exist. Becuae of my illness I must take frequent breaks and that means that I spend maybe ten hours everyday working with small breaks inbetween.

But it will be better in three weeks.


/Eva

[(Anonymous)]

Good grief, please be careful. I've been there and I know how much it sucks.

Luvs u.

/Sara

[frualeydis.livejournal.com]

you too babe.

/Eva

It will get better.